Not Archie Related

Oct 21, 2008

I might go for operation next May. May the 10th to be exact. My risk is pretty high and I'm really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, scared. I mean, it's going to be on my spine. I will or might suffer blood lost. And there's a small chance I might end up paralyzed! I know people who went for it... and survived, but my risk is double theirs because... well, there's a reason why, but it's long and I'm not sure I want the whole wide world to know. My only comfort is thinking about David Archuleta, writing poems, or talking to my much, much older friends at Loving Archie. Urgh!! I'm so dang worried and scared! I stayed in the hospital for 10 days once. It was no walk in the park and I DO NOT want to spend even another freaking DAY there!! So dang boring. And they wake you up at 6 a.m.!! I mean, which hospital wakes up patients at 6 a.m.??!! Ugh, and I'm only 11 too!